I don’t even know where to begin! Having no support is just horrible. Living with someone who can’t stand you, and has no compassion for what you’re going through is so stressful.
I had a long week of IVIG infusions. It was really rough this week, with side effects and veins not cooperating. My husband, instead of staying home with me, decided to go out with his mom and step-dad for happy hour Friday to celebrate his birthday and his step-dad’s birthday. I’m so pissed! I’m mad because he went out instead of helping me deal with side effects, and because, in the 10 years we’ve been together, he’s not once celebrated my birthday, but he can go celebrate is step-dad’s birthday and his own. Not nice! My mother in law doesn’t care about me either. She has butted into our marriage and helped to ruin it. I’m so upset, and really just want to stop all treatments and forget about my health. I need people in my corner to help me deal with my health. I can’t do this alone anymore!
Sorry for venting!